Melt the Pot

There are people whom for a certain reason are more interested in me than I am more interested than I am in myself. Hence perhaps, they know my whereabouts, habits, likes and dislikes better than I do. And so much so that they can accurately predict almost what I intend to do next or intend to do. For this particular reason, there are some whom knows about my backgrounds expect too also the people they themselves perhaps are interested too and hence expect also to know that maybe they could get to know people from whom I supposedly know.

Therefore, I would expect a long bevy of people whom actually knows my habits, and actions and therefore in effort to gain attention of people whom they are interested in too, try to make me a little different from the rest- or in other words, make me look bad or worse than I actually am. These are things I am actually quite patently aware of, but I really did not do anything about it simply because, it would be futile to prove something that I myself am not even aware of. And at the same time, if people are all out to prove to your detriment, there is nothing you can stop them, unless they face you face to face and chat with them the reason for this particular action- otherwise if they are bent on making you stupid even if it is false, there are really nothing you can do about it.

Yesterday, I was at Holland Village having some beverage and really doing a little bit of writing. And due to the manner of the seats and the availability of them, I simply picked the one most convenient and looking the most comfortable. It did not matter that I was facing a bunch of people I don;t really hang out with-simply because I assume that since they are there in a social gathering, they should be able to conduct themselves in a manner of which is non-intrusive to those seated around them. In which they did. Hence since I was not disturbed and I was more than happy to sit there for a couple of hours.

I have seen this bunch of people before and I recognized them, they are young, daring and have a youthful alternative appeal. I then began to notice, many people casting really judgmental eyes and making me look like I was like their ring leader or something. [ In reality, most of friends were normal as hell and I am neither of the above actually- at least not to the extend of putting tattoos and studs in the noses.] For some reason too, really strange people whom I have seldom actually meet in real life began to walk in- these were people from all over the world and some people are really fascinated by this and began to follow me in as well as follow them in. There were more white people than I can remember in Singapore- I began to see them more and more often in coffee shops. There were Spanish speaking people the other day, Filipinos, Vietnamese, french, Americans, Brits, Indonesians, Indians and of course locals. There are about 1 million foreigners in Singapore and it is literally that the small coffee house contained like a dozens of different nationalities.

I was in the bus earlier, I was sitting next to several Caucasians, Filipinos, Indonesians and Japanese housewives- in a bus, excuse me. Maybe these snoopers thinking that I always surrounded by these melting pot of people are looking for some action- continue to display hyper-defensive attitude and make them look a little more available than most.

Actually i am aware of these little actions that tries to massage the context and environment which I situate in- normally once again, I let it slide simply because if the snoopers had made the effort to do this, what makes you think that there are other snoopers waiting too, to do something otherwise.

I am just fortunately unfortunate and if for some reason, like the previous entry I had indicated, they engage in these premeditated and calculated manner- they are really psychopaths and stalkers with no personal respect for privacy or really they want it so bad, that they are willing to do anything and these people are dangerous to handle. I just let them their fifteen minutes of fame, insofar that they keep quiet and allow me to do my thing.

Even if I look like Frankenstein or guppy, I will make them look fabulous insofar they do not intrude into what I am doing. [ by the way, there was this guy whom was sleeping and intruding into space- I just gave him big tongue lashing]

Good Night

Cheers

Eugene