I can reassure you that I am quite worried about not working. Writing on blogs and internet is not a source of income and I do not consider that as a legitimate way of spending my time.
Yes, I have not been working for more than 1.5 years now. For most, it is worrying for not working for so long and in similar terms it means that I have missed out on the common social trajectory of most.
You might think that I do not care about my job hunt but in reality, I cannot force someone to give me an interview or give me a job just because I "should" be working.
If someone "employs" me because I "should" be working, I consider that as a slap on the face. Whatever the reason that, it is an unusual for someone at least to even to land an interview- I consider that as anomaly or "abnormal" simply because the resume is in itself quite impressive and it is not even an offer of a job. Hence any employer should want to interview even if he/she have no intention of hiring. Since it appears to be "abnormal" or "outlier" behaviour, I really have no intention of trying to fit into such "strange" behaviour. I can put it only two reasons, biases in the equation where apparently effectiveness and efficiency is not part of equation. Since it is not, and perceptions- especially normative ones- cannot be changed be simply rationalizing or explanation, I would rather move away where bias works to my advantage.
Since you are bias, it means that one is able to do something that no one wants to do, this means "aliens" or people with "baggage of bias" would work for them rather than work with them.
This is not a matter of pride. If your perception is outlying in the realms of outer space- why should anyone conform to these perceptions unless you have the intention of moving to outer space. You know what makes a "alien", yes you got it- a "foreigner". Hence I am not a "alien" per se, but I exist in the realms of the outer space in a foreign hand- meanwhile it is obvious that I am not in my place, it shouldn't make any sense for dots to fit the line and not the other way around.
Now you see, I am pursuing a Master's in a foreign land- this means that I can do those jobs cheaper than the locals and it is perfectly fine to be "exploited" per se. To be "exploited" in your own land, is just plain stupid, besides I am going to a place that pays better than worse, why the hell would anyone want to stay in a place 1) wants to pay you cheaper 2) even if you are from same place. It is doubly silly to stay in a place that bias against your own people. I simply find it quite ridiculous.
Anyway, I consider writing this blog as nothing more than a hobby and no I don't consider this as serious and I don't consider to do this for the long term. In fact, I would be going to a place with more benefits and at the same time, it is not like I have no wealth- I have, I just don't want to liquidate it.
If you enjoy reading it, good for you. Meanwhile, see you when I see you.
Tuesday, July 02, 2013
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