Math and Life

Now, I having made so many activities and growing so much the last few years. You can actually say that, I have maxed out the equation line. This means that I cannot take anymore risk without breaking down. Hence you can say that the last two years, I have visited the outliers- which means that they were not part of my equation line and has close to zero relation with my regression line. This means that the residual value is so high, it is not even part of the line.

But I visit them because people have a tendency to present false choices to me. This means that they may or may not be part of my life, but they just want to present to me false choices on the opposite ends of the continuum which is really the outliers- this means that I might have done it once, but it is not part of the line that is part of my daily life. This means that the line has so little reference it is consider nothing more than outlier on scatterplot when plotting the line.

Hence having visit these outliers which I know almost have nothing to do with me, I already know what my line is like. But since people forced me to visit these outliers, I duly obliged for the last one year- hence since they do not let me settle down on my proper and my efficacious line, I simply move somewhere to live out my efficacious line.

I cannot adjust my line to fit the outliers because I am already know sort of what I want. There is no need to adjust myself to things that I know will not have any bearings to me. Hence, taking the mathematical analogy, I am going to follow my line which I know makes the most sense to me and not because I think it is my reality, but because I am the most comfortable with it and I don't see a need to change.

If these outliers bring out abnormal returns, I leave it to people with the inclination and gumption to visit them.

I have always say that I was not ambitious, I don't know why people don't believe me. Hence since younger and more gutsy people are willing to visit these extremes which I did a few years back, I will leave it to them. But at this current moment, I am pretty happy with my line.

And if they want me to push the line beyond what I think I am comfortable with, I will simply move somewhere else and live out my life I am happy with- as taxi driver or at least I think is comfortable for.

You see since, one does not allow to live up the line, I will slide down the line and live a life comfortable and anonymous. I am not willing to change my line for something I know that is an outlier, which means have little bearing to my personality and my worldview that's all.

If I have to live up the line and kill myself doing it, I don't see why I should do that. I am 32 and not 22, I already maxed out and I don't wish to shift my line for some weird outlier- if you see all previous posts- you will see my so-called "glorious days". [ no mid-life crisis and red sports car for me, I am happy with the train]