Time

I have begin to notice a slight pattern in timing. Things are always calmer in the first half of any hour and more messy on the second half of any hour. Some people put it down to the divine quality of certain time and other attributed it to the use of media to influence the emotions of the audience.

The first I cannot prove absolutely, the second, I will never find out otherwise I will be jailed. But one thing is for sure is that there is no such thing as special hour or time. Everyone uses all these mediums to influence the decisions of everyone- and one thing is for sure that no one does anything illegally, stupid or do anything that will contravene any rules that will put your life and livelihood on jeapordy. They simply use the power of suggestion to influence the decisions of other's. You see that I have used one whole year to prove that anyone, can walk on any streets without fear of someone looking at wearing red will rape you. They will rape you if there is no one around and not because you are wearing red neither because it is 4am in the morning- regardless of the crowd.

You see, I have acquire a special taste for people's rather strange habits in fudging the environment in order to gain a favourable opinion. I only respect that insofar that they seem to want something hence they try so hard to construct this special environment. Since they go to such length to ensure a compliance, can you imagine what they will do to if they are frustrated. The same amount of effort to ensure the compliance.

Hence it is not because I am really "complying" complying per se, I am complying only because certain things are so important to certain people that the amount of effort expended apparently outweighs the amount of benefit at the end of it.Therefore, I am not fearful, but rather I am just being practical about everything.

Think about someone whom owns the casino, for example, he is able to ensure that the odds are with the house, what chances do you have as a gambler except for taking a gamble. I am not a gambler, I always play where the odds are the best. The house on the other hand always ensure that everyone plays ball, this means illegal activities and anti-social activities is never condoned. It is never in the interest of the house to do so and even if they were to allow it, it is only to serve their own interest. Hence if you engage in illegal activtities, you placed your power back to the house to throw you out. You have only one route: illegal activities. I am a perfectly legitimate middle class graduate with a reasonable future: there isn't a need for me to screw myself over.

If this house, doesn't like a lousy gambler, I simply move away. Even if I am way too smart for this house, there isn't a need for me to provide racketeering just to ensure the continuance of this house. Maybe, I can save all the chips.

And if this house doesn't allow you to partner with another player, you simply don't. Unless the fellow player is willing to take the same risk.

Therefore, you know why I know so many people hate me so much, simply by the reactions every time I play in the house. But some people must realise that even if all houses are equal, some houses are more equal than others.

This means that this house is not the biggest, then one must be careful, how one positions himself. You are better off moving to another bigger house and not fear the repercussion of a smaller house. The house games the system by the one thing that no one has control over: time. Everything changes except time. To control everyone is to control how they react on time.

Hence, if you know for sure, what is going happen in say 10 minutes time, you can ensure what is the decision going to be. But you see, people can control this, they can only influence the decision and never game it. They can put the best music and nicest smelling perfume in the house and it is up to you to put the chips on the table.

Sometimes, I put in a token chip, just to get them off my back with no intention of winning at all. Hence, when the music is at it's highest, I simply lose one chip that's all. I might not win a lot but you must understand that all eyes are trained on you- you cannot win the house, otherwise, it will look bad on everyone.

Hence time, is like your superglue. It looks like it is stuck on you but in reality, it was put on by someone whom wants you to think that it is stuck on you. It does not belong to the object or naturally happen, it is there because someone decides that it works best that way.

Therefore, on this day, since I cannot find anything now in spite of all desperation and talks terrorism around the world and all the spy work- it is obvious, that it is simply predicated on that, I will do something really stupid- which I wont. I am just going to walk away like I always do and not because someone decided that I must be terrorist.

Mayan calendar went and passed- in the belief that the doomsday is suppose to come. It didn't- I really wonder what next.